Monday, January 13, 2014

I'm still alive!

I think my hiatus from diet, exercise, and writing is over.  I apologize for anyone that read my last post, full of whining and self pity.  I shouldn't give a crap if anyone reads this or not.  It's therapy for ME, but if anyone else gets something from it, all the better.  From here on out, I will continue to be as honest as I can with myself on here and keep the "woe-is-me" attitude to a minimum.

So what excuses am I going to give for my absence?  Was it just too cold to go out for a run?  Did I stub my toe and nurse it back to health?  Aliens?  Nah...  Just laziness.  It's a quality trait (or whatever the opposite of quality is) I have had since I was a kid.  The ultimate procrastinator.  I'm not going to claim that I'm over it, though.  I'm pretty sure it's permanent, but I'll do my best to overcome it.

Today was my first day back in the gym in 2 months.  It was a great way to start my week.  I felt wonderful afterwards and wasn't the last to finish!  It was the mental boost I've been looking for.  We've been trying to eat paleo again since New Year's Day and have lost a few pounds each.  I'm going to try to ignore the scale a little more than I have in the past.  I know that I can't let the scale dictate my results.  I do, however, still expect to lose a lot of weight this year.  As in 80-100 pounds...  It's a very realistic, healthy, and achievable goal (AVG: 2 lbs/week x 52 weeks = 104 lbs.) that I now have the tools to make happen.

I owe my girlfriend, Maria, a lot of credit here.  She has been very supportive of my blogging and CrossFit since the very beginning.  So much so that she joined the gym with me and worked so hard right beside me.  I'm always very proud to see her sweating her ass off when we go together.  Thanks, my love!  And of course I appreciate the support from my CrossFit family at CrossFit Praus.  Shane and Amanda Burge are 2 of the greatest people a person could ask for when it comes to pushing a person beyond their own flawed expectations.  You guys, and everyone else at the box, are amazing and I have a great amount of love and respect for you.

So that's about it for today.  I'm back in action and not going away any time soon.  If ever...